MSK

yes! it's a dream comes true.

finally, we managed to feel the reality and fantasy of MSK.

marvellous! haha. this is my beautiful partner, SYAKIRAH ABD. GANI

she's awesome. no! correction, we both awesome. haha

you get jealous of us???

SARANGHAE

well honestly,these friends are my souls. they play important roles in my life. yeah. we watched startrek. it was awesome!! wow! haha. miss this moment always. it is a silent story~ lovessss everyone

aiman firdaus, amirul syafiq, shahmi shafiee, syahmi safwan, nadzmi, haziq izhar, azrina zolkhiflee, umi bazilah,  adila syahirah and me <3 font="">

PLKN

PLKN story to be shared !

Everybody hates PLKN. But not me. to me, if I'm offered to join, I just enjoy and make it interesting as far as I can. So, to me, it's a bright opportunity for me too cause I know there's a lot of benefits I can get from this camp. So, here we go.

To meet so many new friends bring is meaningful to me. there they are. my bus-mates. hahaa! we are seniorita cause we arrived one day earlier than the others. i have started to hate all the rules there, actually. but i've set my mind not to be so negative. just enjoy everything. it's gonna be fun. not to say, but we have to clean our own tray after eating, we have to line up everyday for rollcall, we have to listen to briefing almost 24 hours and more. it's terrible! (first impression)

We do have classes called Character Building (CB) class. I’m in CB4 with Cikgu Nurul and Cikgu Lieza. There were 60 students per classes. Day after day I’ve found it is interesting. We were treated just like kids. Well, the thing that I’d like to share here is about this guy. He is a rugger. He is chubby but in the way tough person. I’ve stared this guy since the first day I’m in the class. I can’t deny, he is not bad himself, quite good-looking.

“Assalamualaikum!” It was the first word came out from him to me. I was so excited then the day after that we started to know each other. He has a baby-face looking that make me can’t stop staring him. I knew that he did the same thing too. He is the kind of person who is able to do anything that he want as long as it is not wrong. I can see it as he always trying to come closer to me.

Here it begins. He already knew my name so he told me his name is Shahrill but people called him ‘adek’. I’ve started to laugh in my stomach. What? This must be joking! You didn’t look like the nickname at all. How can…? I just keep on wondering how until I’m able to accept that without I noticed how that happened. Day after day, so many things happened including he asked for my phone number. It happened in the class. I just give it, not that hard.

On my birthday, the whole class sang me a birthday song. I was too touched because everybody had planned it for me. Thanks. It will always be in my memories. Well, I got present. It is a yogurt drink and blackcurrant yogurt. Thanks to Mr. Shahrill. Not to forget, ice-cream from Hanis, Umaimah and Aswad. I should be grateful because people do love me. The most thing is, Nadya called me and sing the birthday song in front of so many people. I do appreciate that. Thanks again, everyone.

The day passed just like the wind blew in front of my eyes. It happened too fast. I’ve fell in love with this camp. I love the teachers, the students and all the scenery in here. It brings a lot of memories to me in every single place here. The most important thing is he created his own scenery for me to remember till forever.

I was on duty for Charlie when his parents come and visit him. He asked me to join. What? Crazy? But suddenly I saw Muhammad Syafique Abdul Hadi. He is the twin of him. Wow! They looked too alike. I was too shocked till I didn’t notice that I’m walking beside his father and we were talking to each other just like friends.  Then I stay with his family without feeling awkward in front of them. Damn! What am I doing is just unexpected. People kept on staring on us, I mean me. They can see that there is something happened here. I just ignored. The important thing is, I’ve being a friend to his father and he likes me.

During Chinese New Year holiday, he came to Penang. He said that he is coming to my house. Of course I won’t let that happen. I gave him about 1001 excuses so he won’t be in front of my house. Luckily I did it well. I’m sorry, but it is not the time yet.  Once I’m ready I’ll bring you to meet my parents. I’m just afraid if they got shocked. Well, back to the camp, our relationship was in the air. I don’t know what status we are in. I don’t even want to declare that. I don’t want to give hope because I know I’m not able to love him now. By the way, I found it cool in this way just I really hope that he will understand me. It is still too early to fall in love. I am sorry.

When we done all the Kenegaraan classes, we continue our extreme activity. There were flying fox, swimming, shooting, jungle trekking, camping ( wirajaya ). Not much but they were just enough to give us exciting experience in our whole life. Not to forget, we also celebrate those birthday girls & boys who were born on January, February and March. I’m telling you that it is interesting and teenager’s night ever. We only play with those cakes. How terrible that night but we do enjoy.

Other than that, we also have the night for performances only. There were 9 of them. It is our night. These make us love TKP so much. What make it happening is the performances of Dikir Barat Corp that make everybody laughed. Tell me how I should forget this. I think I can’t. We also have the perpisahan night. It is given name by our manager which is ‘Malam Memori 1001 Warna’ with the theme Smart and Casual Wear in Blocking Colour with Mystery Masks. I admit that I’ve work hard for this event and everything is never to be forgotten. It was a sad night. Most of us cried and hugging our friends in most situations ever happen. Thanks again to TKP.

Well as you can see, PLKN is not that bad but it was too exciting with so many new friends and all memories created. I bet you won’t regret if you accept PLKN. It has been a part of my life until today. Thank you to government for giving me this meaningful opportunity.

I love PLKN.

and here we go. credited to miss aisha and miss solehah cause they had being the greatest partner in my life in the most incredible place on the earth.

thank you. lalala~

My sweetheart <3 p="">

life mission

memang betul. tak semua benda yang kita nak kita dapat. and it happen to be kalau kita nak one thing, we have to sacrifice one other thing which both of them are the most important to you. sebelum tu, geng, ni sebenarnya post I yang baru tau. I nak story2 yang best2 je kat uolls. tak kisah la kalau uols rasa mcm xbest pun kan. it's my blog anyway~

kalau dulu I tulis2 blog semua pasal love story I. and bila baca balik tergelak2 kekekekehhhh!!! tahu kenapa? sebab tu semua zaman monyetlove. tahu ke? eh kau ada? kalau kita generasi sama, ada la kot. sebab generasi baru sekarang lain la monyetlove diorg. tak gempak sangat. kikiki!! yela, sebab kita dulu main surat2 cinta tau. kapal terbang kertas gituu....

well, sekarang bila dah masuk u ni, tak semudah tu sebenarnya when we look at it closer. I mean the love lah. and tiba2 I macam realize yang I tak pernah pun succeed in this matter. tapi sebenarnya tak kisah la kan. tak masuk exam. kita kena have faith and trust yang one day ur turn will come, so, lepak lah. tp takde la macam kau duduk2 minum kopi tepi jalan hari2 tunggu orang masuk minang kau! tu kutu masyarakat dah. siapa nak buat bini der?? 

certain people memang sangat particular dgn future dia. tapi I mcm kind of people yang apa nak jadi jadilah. as long as im happy! tapi uols yang particular tu please la, please know your limit. kadang2 ada yang lupa kenapa dia masuk u. tp mungkin jugak niat dia dari awal dh memang tak betul which is nak cari someone special. susah la kalau gitu. so why not you plan dari awal apa yang u nak. then kena la ikut. disiplin der~

sebenarnya I nak cerita benda lain tapi dah jadi lain. takpelah. I ada meeting setengah jam lagi. nanti I sambung lah. -stay there- 

Di celah kehidupan

getting older? must be getting wiser too right?

pernah tak korang fikir atau estimate sikit berapa banyak dah benda/perkara yang korang dh belajar sepanjang hidup korang? tak kisah la dah 20 tahun hidup ke 15 ke 30 ke 100 tahun ke... lepastu pernah tak detect mana2 part/chapter dalam hidup korang yang macam tak kena je and tak boleh teruskan kalau rasa nak hidup lagi? kalau tak pernah tu kesian la. bukan apa, tapi I gerenti orang tu ada EGO yang sangat membukit menggunung. kenapa? sebab, manusia ni buat salah tau!!! setiap apa yang kita buat tu mesti ada yang salah and kita kena repair/improve. kalau tak, jangan membesar, jangan getting older. nanti awak susahkan semua orang di sekeliling awak!!!!! serious ni betul.

jadi, kalau tak nak susahkan org, awak kena paksa diri, kena sayang diri sendiri. kena jugak belajar betulkan kesalahan yg kita pernah buat. cuba observe apa yang org lain buat and think! think whether benda tu betul atau salah. kalau betul and baik, ask yourself, awak ada tak buat??? pernah ke buat? boleh tak lepas ni nak buat? kalau buruk and awak sendiri tak suka, cuba reflect yourself, kalau awak tak suka so jangan buat dekat orang. kalau dah terbuat tu, say sorry. nak tahu tak???? this is magic word tau. once you say it to somebody, it could change everything. sebenarnya banyak benda kita kena tahu kalau nak jadi someone yang useful to everyone and yourself. frankly speaking, jangan sesekali ada riak dalam diri tu. kalau dah ada, tolong cuba buang jauh2. bahaya tau!!!! EGO pun... itu penyakit yang orang paling tak suka. memang semua orang ada, tapi boleh control kan? think of other people too. bukan kita je yang hidup dalam dunia ni kan?

I sayang awak, awak pun kena la sayang diri awak. So, please listen, and change. I always able to shoulder you but not letting you do whatever things that only you feel it's right.

i live in a kingdom.

THE DORAEMON WAS KAK ZUHAIRAH.......

THE KINGDOM OF SAPPHIRE
The most important day for me and it happened with happiness and sadness of us.
The happiest day mix up with horrible day ever.
it is all because of the only #$@ tailor that broke promises and everything was ruined
about the marching and I, I didn't sleep for two days for the tent but
we didn't get any places and it is quite dissappointed and upset me.
well. all over only cheers got medal and thanks to all athletes.
to all form 4 sapphire, thanks too for the only who helped me a lot and cooperate with us.
the day ended with SAPPHIRE was announced as the CHAMPION.
CONGRATULATIONS!
Allah always set the best thing for people.
and to mimi, umairah and sina, be a good captain next year.
i wish i can work with you guys later.
wishing you guys GOOD luck for next year.

THEATRE on stage as ABAH?

HAHA.

i love my character this time.

im the abah.....dead abah.

my character is about my life in a dream of my daughter who miss me so much.

:P.....then i came to her dream to advise that she dont need me but she

has to be strong for her mom. that character played by MIMO as mother. and yet, my daughter named AQILLAH hold by FATHIN. she's a great daughter. this cannot be forgotten ever.

we have this competition at SMAPK and of course we met ADILA. it was a great experience of working as a team and as seniors. well, im sure that we are united enough to win this nevt competition under SEPANG. gud luck girls. i love you guys~

PROBS leader? oh man...that is really unexpected.wow! haha.....sorry guys....i didnt do wht thing that i should do exactly as my title....okay2... i promise i'll be better next time. its true that being a leader is not easy.....bye~